COMPLICATED - My word to describe life

Life is just so complicated. That is the sentence that I say to myself everyday. I just don't know how do deal with it. I just started Form 1 and I am having a test next week. All the subjects are sooo hard and I just suddenly started to forget stuff and getting extra clumsy. I can't wait till the holidays so I can rest. But wait! I can't! I got a Geografi project to do and I have Sejarah too... I can never rest... Sooo stressed...